title: silence (like a cancer grows)
rating/warnings: R/drinking, mentions of (if not suicidal thoughts) not wanting to live forever, brief mention of Sam not eating properly
pairings: none
summary: post 9.13. Sam and Dean don't talk about what was said before, and things go entirely south.

On AO3
( Sam and Dean stop overnight at a motel on their way back to the bunker. )